I'd rather sleep with you on the bright side of the curtains hanging up in the middle of our apartment but i can handle it being friends and closing my door. pushed a finger in the wounds come in all different shapes and sizes, and i like touching you but the callous isn't only on your skin. and i wasn't interested, or i was distracted, when at first i knew this side of you; i was in it too. and that little black ball of relief turned into a raging, orange ball of hate in me and nothing would make the sun shine brighter in portland, oregon than if all the poppies went extinct. i don't feel broken by my feelings anymore just know they cramp like muscles on a long run when i'm supposed to pay attention. so i'm going to with my shivering, seizing gut and tell you as a friend that i've loved you for a long time. eighty dollars a day for a fucking sense of calm is a hefty price to pay, it's something i understand and i don't like seeing you sweat when i'm not.
credits
from Demos for the Demons,
track released September 10, 2010
written and produced by sarah marston.
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